How do I excavate myself for you
Lay it all out
To be seen
To be read
To be held
To be judged
I don't need you to hold me
Or do I
How do I know
I've been alone for so long
I don't know what an embrace
Is
Or
Does
I go to hospitals alone
Not knowing it is abnormal
I have no measurement apparatus
To tell me how far away I am